CANES WALKING STICKS : at the same instant Rostov, without knowing why, raised his saber and struck the Frenchman with it. The instant he had done this, all Rostov's animation vanished. The officer fell, not so much from the blow- which had but slightly canes walking sticks his arm above the elbow- as from the shock to his horse and from fright. Rostov reined in his canes walking sticks canes walking sticks his eyes sought his foe to see whom he had vanquished. The French dragoon canes walking sticks was hopping with one foot on the ground, the other being caught in the stirrup. His eyes, screwed up canes walking sticks fear as if he every moment expected another blow, gazed up at Rostov with shrinking terror. His pale and mud-stained face- fair and young, with a dimple in the chin and light-blue eyes- was not an enemy's face at all suited to a
CANES WALKING STICKS : battlefield, but a most ordinary, homelike face. Before Rostov had decided what to do with him, the officer cried, "I surrender!" He hurriedly but vainly tried to get his foot out of the stirrup and did not remove his frightened blue eyes from Rostov's face. Some hussars who galloped up disengaged his foot and helped him into the saddle. On all sides, the hussars were busy with the dragoons; one canes walking sticks wounded, but canes walking sticks his face was bleeding, he would not give up his horse; another was perched up behind an hussar with his arms round him; a third was being helped by an hussar to mount his horse. In front, the French canes walking sticks canes walking sticks firing as they ran. The hussars galloped hastily back with canes walking sticks prisoners. Rostov galloped back with the rest, aware of an unpleasant feeling of depression CANES WALKING STICKS : in his heart. Something vague and confused, which he could not at all account for, had come over him with the capture of canes walking sticks officer and the blow he had dealt him. Count Ostermann-Tolstoy met the returning hussars, sent for Rostov, thanked him, and said he canes walking sticks report his gallant deed to the Emperor and would recommend him for a St. George's Cross. When sent for by Count Ostermann, Rostov, remembering that he had charged without orders, felt sure his commander was sending for him to punish him for breach of discipline. Ostermann's flattering words and promise of a reward should therefore canes walking sticks struck him all the more pleasantly, but he still felt that same vaguely disagreeable feeling of moral nausea. "But what on earth is worrying me?" he asked himself as he rode back canes walking sticks the general. "Ilyin? No, CANES WALKING STICKS : canes walking sticks safe. Have I disgraced myself in any way? No, that's not it." Something else, resembling remorse, tormented him. "Yes, oh yes, that French officer with the dimple. And I remember how my arm paused when I raised it." Rostov saw the prisoners being led away canes walking sticks galloped after them to have a look at his Frenchman with the dimple on his chin. He was sitting in his foreign uniform on an hussar packhorse and looked anxiously canes walking sticks him; The sword cut on canes walking sticks arm could scarcely be called a wound. He glanced at Rostov with a feigned smile and waved his hand in greeting. Rostov still had the same indefinite feeling, canes walking sticks of shame. All that day and the next his friends and comrades noticed that Rostov, without being dull or angry, was silent, thoughtful, and preoccupied. He drank CANES WALKING STICKS : reluctantly, tried to remain alone, and kept turning something over in his mind. Rostov was always thinking about that canes walking sticks exploit of his, which to his amazement had gained him the St. George's Cross and even given him a reputation for bravery, and there was something he could not at all understand. "So others are even more afraid than I canes walking sticks he thought. "So that's all there is in what is called heroism! And heroism! And did I do it for my country's sake? And how canes walking sticks he to blame, with his dimple and blue eyes? And how frightened he was! He thought that I should kill him. Why should canes walking sticks kill him? My hand trembled. And they have given me a St. George's Cross.... I can't make it out at all." But while Nicholas canes walking sticks considering these questions and
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